You're the one that captures my heart.

♥ Saturday, September 18, 2010

You're the one always bidding goodbye without thinking how badly the damage can caused to me.

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From this very day, you live your way, and I'll live mine. Prolly even earlier , you already live in your own life. There were many failed attempts of happiness in this period, but I know deep inside my heart, I never let you go. There isnt such thing as fairytale story, or fairytale ending. You choose to let go of us, I know. Cause I ain receiving texts from you, you ain calling me anymore. Thinking back this whole period us getting together was never an easy task. We fought, we bickered we quarreled. We know that after awhile things will be back to normal. We smiled together over little things, we cried together over stupid things. We laughed together over random things. The things we been through this period, I had to admit, it was too harsh for me. I wont deny that I am at fault, but thinking back, you did wrongs too. I tried my best to change , I tried to make things work, but I guess, it really takes two hands to clap. Reading back all the old posts, looking back at all our pictures. Good memories, bad memories we shared. Happy ones , sad ones. 31st Aug, you choose to let it go. Everything come to an end. Now, you can go hit on all the girls you want. You can go wink at all the girls you want. You can go flirt w all the girls you want. Talking about moving on, prolly the one who is moving on is you. Talking about rebound, prolly the one is you. I guess I gotta get used to life without you.

It's been 18days since you left. I know this time, you're leaving me for good, you'll never return to my side anymore. I thank the people around me for being such a big love. To even those I dont really talk to. Now, our friendship is a step closer. Many loves to Juliana&Pearlyn. The one who see me cry always. No matter what my decision is, they still stood by me, and support me. To those who've been great listening ear, listening to my grumbles and all. Daniel&John. I know, pretty much weird cause we used to be complete strangers, and now. We're like communicating almost everyday. Big hugs to those who accompanied me . When they tell me " I'm just a phone call away", they really do. Just a text/ call, they tried to make themselves available. To those who care and concern every now and then, big thankyou to you too. I shall not disturb your life anymore. I cant too since now you're doing the hard way by blocking me and all.

Pearlyn&Juliana.

Thankyou for being there to watch me cry. Despite your work and all, you'll always try to keep me company so I wont start thinking about him so much. Throughout this whole period, thankyou for standing by me. Though you dont wish to see me in pain, but still even though I dont want to give him up, you respect my decision, and supported me. Thankyou for those times watching me cry, coming over to keep me company, texting w me so I wont be feeling so alone and all. Despite all the issues the adults are facing, it did not affect the close bond we have. ♥

Daniel&John.

This is damn random I know. On just a random day, we just became so close, thankyou for being my listening ears. You all must have suffered from all my grumblings and all. All my daily rantings, thankyou for trying to add in positive thoughts and distract me from other stuffs.

Now, I guess you can call other girls baby, they can call you hubby. No doubt, I still miss you and all. No doubt I still love you. This is life, if you think being like this you'll be happier, than go ahead. I'm not going to cry about every night and all. Do know, I still have you in my heart.

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